i need to be better than this.

i think sheryl and i have made a general improvement on deciding the same things.
haha.
we bought the same top!
but she got one size bigger because there wasn't a small size for her.
and her boobs are bigger.
so i'll just gloat infront of her.
that she has to wear a bigger size than i do!
nanny nanny poo poo!
childish.
i know.

photoblog coming right up!
whoopie!
i love you sheryl.

i went to school with that darling today,
and i found out about her creepy guy!
tsk tsk!
stay away from her creepy guy.
she is mine.
anyway.
we wore the same top.
but i think we forgot to take pictures.
haha.

so going to school was spent not sleeping.
but messaging miss jane.
who had no idea that nessa wears glasses.
haha.
how could you!
oh well.
stay strong for me alright?
i'll be here to support you.
you know i'll be.

and i'm upset that you can't work with me cause of daddy dearest.
haha.
i shall have the urge to write you a love letter soon.
when the impluse comes.
i will.
on pretty paper!
unlike the one you gave me!
haha.
but i love it anyway.

i finished my science test in ten minutes.
cause nessa doesn't know how to do it.
can someone tell her that she is stupid?
gosh.
thats for not studying.
you should know better than that nessa.

nessa went out with sher.
to town.
with glasses!
oh the horror!
nessa looks absolutely horrible in glasses.
reminds me of the totally unglam days back in uniform school.
remind nessa to get new ones soon!
i won't go putting pictures here la.
haha.


photoblog for a reason right sher?

but i have to put one picture though.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
i guess there isn't much to say.
just that i'm still here.
i still care.
and i still love you.
happy 17th!

oh yes.
to my favourite two.
i think you know who you are.
stay strong.
nots not easy for either one.
i know.
i won't say i understand cause i've never personally been through it.
but i'll try my best to help you.
either one of you.
there is no denying that i love you both very much.
and when i say i won't interfere.
i won't.
i'll keep to my word.
i'll just be here to be your pillar of strength.
but the both of you have to settle this between yourself yeah?
its not my busines nor my problem.
but i'll be here if you need me.


precious;
give me a smile alright?
i know you're stronger than this!
love. =))


i've been through so much.
and i thought that i was strong.
but no.
until today, i didn't know how weak i was.
people can make decisions that they couldn't make.
but they know that its the right thing to do.
something that nessa couldn't do.
well.
everything is a lesson learnt isn't it?